I swear.
This is the weirdest day.
The whole day, I was silent.
Really silent.
All of my thoughts were jumbled up in my mind..

Yesterday, it was the same thing.
I taped my finger which was 'popsicled'. haha
I found it..... nice.

I counted my problems...
they were 102.
I wrote them on a piece of paper. Then I burned it. haha.

This morning, while I was in school, it was really weird for me.
I was crying while I was laughing! i swear.
Sinasabunutan kasi nila ako. (long story. basta.)
pero as a joke lang.
But they weren't sensitive enough to make them realize I was crying na.
But while I was crying, i was laughing. Weird, right?

tapos nung umiiyak na talaga ako,
sabi ko, "****** ina nyo talaga." sabay iyak. SOBRANG SAKIT.
hahaha. I was laughing kasi I found it funny. I find laughter in pain.

Tapos nung PA, naging manhid ako.
'Someone' was singing for me in front of the class.
I was just drawing in my notebook while he was singing.
Sorry. Ako yung tao na hindi marunong magpakita ng feelings eh.

My friend and I 'fought' yesterday...
Today, dismissal time, okay na kami.
She even kissed me. Eww.
Hahahaha.

Two fears from today:
Kisses and letting my hair down.

From now on, I will be tying my hair. Always.
I can still feel the pain, you know. It really hurts.

so much to say ah. Hahaha.

SFAC vs. SBCA tomorrow!
easy as pie. hahaha.