it's one of the lines from 241..
yan yung song na nababagay sakin ngayon. wahahaha..

do you ever get that feeling when you have this thing to say to that person but you can't let it out. Like when you talk, all the words that you say are nothing but air? Parang nawalan ka ng boses.

It's really really hard when you have no one to turn to. Especially if you've lost the people you've been wanting to talk to.
So right now, it's like you don't know this person because you're not even talking to each other.
For me it's hard talking about stuff right now. No one to turn to, actually. Of course I can talk about things that I hate, boys (boys?!) or whatever to the people you see almost everyday. Syempre napapagusapan namin yan nila sey, ena, jethro, leah, janroe, madz, etc.. (haha. ang dami.)
But there are things that really gets to you and you can't even let it out.
To the people I need, 'wag na kayo magtago. Kailangan ko kayo.

Dalawa pa naman. ang loser ko kasi.
I made the wrong move. Malas ko tuloy.
I regret.

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moving on to the brighter side! haha.

Nung nag-recess kami, syempre tambay lang sa canteen hanggang mag bell.
I was just standing there with ena. tapos nakita ko si I See You. He (yes, he. but no, i don't have any crush. Anymore. haha.) bought popcorn. Syempre kasama niya barkada niya. Tawa sila, tawa siya.. I was thinking, what if he looks at me? It's like my ego and I were making a bet. Kung hindi tumingin, tanga ako. Kung tumingin, aus yun. haha. There. I was looking at him. Then he looked at me. aba. nanalo nga ako. Natuwa lang naman ako. hindi ako kinilig. Hindi, okay? HINDI.

Yun lang naman. hehehe...